Time to Update / I really suck...

I'm not very good at.. Eh.. Fasting. I try so hard. Can someone please give me good advice? Starting tomorrow, I'm gonna start a liquid fast. I've heard it's easier to go from eating, to liquid eating, to fasting. I'm going to exercise a lot too. I need to exercise. NO. I NEED TO CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM.
Oh, and good and bad news. My laptop processor is fried :/ So I'm shot. GOOD NEWS THOUGH! My stepdad says he can put my laptop harddrive in my old PC, so you guys will be treated, soon, to the amazing thoughts that were in my mind a year ago. I wonder what I was like? But please, also, I have a new thing for our QUESTION OF THE DAY!!!

Question: What do you want to ask me, no strings attached? It can be anything about me, ABSOLUTELY anything, and I will answer honestly.

My Answer: Eh. None. xD

NEWS ISH!!!!

First of all, i walked 10,000 steps yesterday night!!! And Kk has been the most amazing person I have ever met.

So, i need a laptop. Haha...

Im so sorry. Im bored right now. Im going to play my sims kingdom. Good bye!

What I've Been Up To / I'll Be Updating More Often Now

I've been working hard with ana, hoping to drop some weight and some size. I've been carefully walking on the treadmill every day, doing my own exercises in my room at night to help. Then, I've been eating very little. Of course, our scale is still broken, so I haven't been able to check how much I weigh, and I lost my tape measure, so honestly, I'm in a state of oblivion right now.

Someone should help me find good scene thinspiration too D: I've been very into scenespo, as it's called, lately. I want to be really thin and pretty some day, and right now my goal is a pair of blue lace jeans in my room that haven't fit be since my freshman year of high school. Please help to inspire me! :c

My sisters have even been calling me fat now lately. It's really depressing, but one of my best friends, the only one that knows about my habits, has been saying that I'm losing weight. My rings, normally a size 13 (Sad. I know. I'm such a fat ass), haven't been fitting well lately. They've been too big, but whatever.

I really want to lose weight. I really don't want to be fat. I'm sick of being this fucking huge. I'm sick of being the fat person in the group. I really am.

Oh, and I'm goin to cut my hair into a scene style and due it black and red. xD I've been pondering this for a long time, and I've decided to do so. Once I reach my ultimate goal weight and size, I'm gonna dye my hair a rich, deep blue! I've always wanted to dye my hair blue, but i think I'm going to save it for until I'm the perfect size.

So, please comment, if you still read my blog :( I'm going to go through your blogs right now. Thank you!

My Excuse For The Long Wait

So, I've got a new Android tablet. And I apologize, my dear sisters. I haven't had a stable acess to the internet for ages. I swear to be more productive this year, 2012, and work hard on fasting and exercising and everything! So, to start off, who wants to join me in a fast? I've been lonely without being able to speak to all of you. Please.. someone text me...? 12197769228

Now.. I've updated my goals. I want to get down to at least a size 8. I miss you all. Please help.....