First off, I'm going to save my 30th post for next week. That much is for sure. I am NOT going to waste such a grand event!
Now, onto the more important business...
I want to apologize to all of those who read and/or commented on my last post.. I'm in a really bad place right now. Our electric got shut off due to a $1400 bill deficit. We can't get it figured out until the 15th. And I'm going to Keven's on the 19th. So we're pretty much screwed.
But for now, I want to send special, personalized thank you's to everyone who commented.
Jayne: Thank you for your very inspiring words. I thought of every I had to live for.. Little things I would miss. Holding my boyfriend's hand.. Petting my cat Cookie, and talking to her.. Hearing my little sisters say they love me.. Laughing with my best friend, Laeti.. And most of all..? I really would miss reading all of your blogs. I'm a coward for giving in to temptation and planning my own death, when I have so much to live for. I start college on Monday. I might even be moving in with Keven this summer. Exciting, isn't it? Thank you very much darling. Stay strong, love on.
Skinny Ninny: I commented on your blog, but again, I want to thank you for believing in me and also wanting me to live. It means the world to me that you, will all of your followers, would care about a stupid fat girl whining on a blog. Thank you.
KK: Thank you dear. I would miss you and your blog as well. I try to read and comment every second I get.
Louise: I miss texting you more often. Once you read this, text me, would you? I promise, I'll open up to you more often. I love having your support. Thank you so much.
kes: As a new follower to my blog, YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CREDIT TO SPE- jk, I'm not a gigatic douche. XD Thank you very much for your touching and horrifying story. If you ever need to, please, speak to me. Email, text, anything. I'm always here to help out.
Tiny Rose: Darling, I want you to listen to me, and I want you to understand what I'm going to say next. I saved you for last, not because you are insignificant to me. Not because I care the least about you. After what you just told me, you are now my number one priority. I will always check your blog, comment, and be there for you. I don't want you to give up all you've worked for and all you love. Think about the little things, like Jayne told me. Wouldn't you miss the smells of your favorite foods, even if you don't eat them..? Or miss the sounds and tunes of the best music? Or what about going on here, and reading my blog. If I had given up and not been typing this, how would that have affected you? You wouldn't be reading this, and I want you to stay with me, to stay with all of us. If you ever, EVER need me, you know where to find me, and how to contact me. Feel free to email me, text me (from phone or from yahoo, I get free everything), or even send me message on Facebook, as you are the only one who added me! See how dear you are to me? I want you to always be there for me, and I'll always support you. But I can't lose you, TR, I can't. And I'll do everything in my power to prevent it. Stay strong, love. I'm here for you, and I'm in tears now even, just hoping that I'll get through to you.
Now that I'm all cleaned up (thank you, Cookie, for bringing me a tissue o.<) I would like to announce that whoever answers the Question Of The Day get added into a picture montage of as many people I can draw! You guys get to see my LOVELY drawings now! Haha, what a joke. And the question just so happens to pertain with the drawing...
Question Of The Day: If you made up how you would look, size NOT included, what would you look like?
My Answer: I would have black cat ears and a black cat tail, hands down. I would have green eyes, bright white teeth, the perfect shade of blue hair in beautful loose curls. And I'd always wear a collar. A big, huge, chunky collar, for le decoration. I would wear any clothes I wanted, like skinny jeans and huge shirts that fall off my shoulder and show my bra strap. X//3.. and most of all, I would be at Keven's side.
Please, everyone, give me your descriptions :3 I'll give you until at LEAST Tuesday to come up with them, maybe longer, (depending on the electricity situation). PLEASE comment and give me your descrriippttiionnss! I want to draw ALL OF YOU D:< Stay strong, love on.
Oh oh, and, as a bonus, I need good catch phrases to put in the picture. File it under "Fuck Me, My Brain In Uncreative". xD Latteerrr.
