Crap. Long story.
Basically, two good friends of mine left. I planned on killing myself on May 29th for a long time. Told one person, they told my mom. Now, my mom wants me to go see a therapist. And I will.
I'm just scared they'll ask about my eating habits. I want to die, still. I do. My boyfriend is hurt, but he's glad I'm doing the therapy thing.
Please don't do it... I know I don't fully understand what you are going through, but you ARE loved! And I would miss you terribly if anything happened to you. Life is precious so don't waste it. I learned from someone very dear to me that sometimes we have to choose to see the beauty in this life and be happy. God loves you, and I will pray for you.
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<3 A Fragile Heart
I hope all goes well for you. Therapy is crap, I'm sorry you have to see someone but maybe its for the best? I don't know. Just be careful what you tell them and hang in there please. You're more lovely than you know <3
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Ag they prolly will ask about the eating, but from my experience, they prolly won't tell you to change anything or atleast they will send you to a dietician who will come up with a healthy low cal vibe. I found that the least stressful... Good luck! Xo
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